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I thought I had outgrown you.

Imaginary friend. What comes back.

By Antoni De'LeonPublished about 23 hours ago 1 min read
I thought I had outgrown you.
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You keep Returning

Always coming back the way a shadow lengthens -

slowly...gradually,

but with the confidence of something

that always knew the path home.

At first, it’s only a shift in the air,

a familiar weight settling on the windowsill,

a distant memory needing to rest its feet.

I pretend not to notice.

I've practiced that.

But then it clears its throat...

softly, politely...

and there it is again,

the thing you thought you’d outgrown,

wearing the same face

but carrying new weather.

It has never needed your permission.

It never does.

It simply arrives,

bringing the scent of old rooms,

the echo of a laugh you used to be happy in,

the shape of a question, never answered.

You study it like a photograph

you don’t remember taking.

Something is off.

Yet everything is exactly the same.

You can’t decide which part unsettles you more.

Still, it sits beside you,

patient as a saint,

waiting for you to admit

that some things return

because they were never truly gone...

only wandering,

only gathering stories

to bring back to your door.

And you, older now,

open the door a little wider,

letting it in

as if this time

you might finally learn

what it came back to tell you.

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performance poetryStream of Consciousness

About the Creator

Antoni De'Leon

Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn, whatever state I may be in, therein to be content. (Helen Keller).

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  • L.C. Schäferabout an hour ago

    Unsettling but gorgeous! I especially liked the bit about the shadow. I wanted to stay there 😁

  • Grz Colmabout 9 hours ago

    I found this one a bit creepy and unsettling (nothing wrong with that). Is it my mindset today.. 😅 or was this your intention?

  • Matthew J. Frommabout 22 hours ago

    beautiful poem

  • Mark Grahamabout 22 hours ago

    There's a lot to think about with this one. Good job.

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