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The Realm of Faery

For my Schizophrenics

By Chase McQuadePublished about an hour ago 6 min read

Come gather around, come young and old so that I may tell you a tale of something older still that many have forgotten…

Of old, there was an accord betwixt the Realm of Man and the Realm of Faery, sworn not in ink alone, but in hush, in twilight, and in the keeping of distances holy.

And though that covenant is now but dimly remembered, yet its shadow remaineth upon the world, as moonlight remaineth upon a ruined tower, or as the scent of flowers lingereth after the garden is gone.

For there is, just beyond the horizon of common sight, a kingdom seldom entered and yet everywhere beheld by the soul. It glimmereth in the far wood at dusk, in the stillness betwixt the falling of snow and the breath that beholdeth it, in the ache that overtaketh a man when he knoweth, without knowing how, that there is more to this world than earth and bread and grave.

This is the land of Faery.

And many a knight, being young of heart and unguarded of spirit, hath wandered too near its borders.

Some followed music through the trees.

Some beheld maidens in the gloaming and were led astray by beauty too fair for mortal keeping.

Some laughed among the elves, and in their laughter forgot the weight and measure of Man.

Thus were they enchanted, and being enchanted, undone.

For when it is said that the knight goeth into Faery and dieth there never to depart, this must be rightly understood. It is not only that he dieth unto the world of Man. Nay, he dieth unto both realms.

For the enchantment remaineth.

If he remaineth in Faery, he perisheth there, because no son of Adam may endure forever the sweetness of that place. Its beauty is too deep, its sorrow too lovely, its nearness to spirit too great.

And if he returneth again unto the fields and hearths of men, he perisheth likewise, for he can no longer abide the dullness of the waking earth. Bread nourisheth him not. Daylight comforteth him not. The speech of men groweth thin in his ear, and all mortal joys seem but pale ashes beside what he hath seen beneath the boughs of that deathless wood.

Thus is he lost whichever path he taketh.

He cannot remain, and he cannot return.

He beareth within him too much of Faery to live as Man, and too much of Man to endure as spirit.

He hath become a wound betwixt the worlds.

This is the dark romance of spirit and man: that there are beauties so terrible and so true that to behold them is to be forever severed from all simpler life. Enchantment doth not merely delight. It claimeth. It marketh. It killeth by remembrance no less than by embrace.

And know ye this also:

The vampire is of that elder enchantment.

Not elf, surely, for no vampire would suffer such a confusion. They are of another order—older, stranger, moon-enthroned, and set apart. Yet they too belong unto that kingdom beyond the setting sun.

In Faery, the vampire is not as it appeareth here among men. There it is not rendered grotesque by exile, nor driven low by a hunger made base and vulgar. There it dwelleth in the deep wood and ancient keep, beneath a moon that hangeth perpetual over towers of silvered stone. There the light is not the hard light of day, but an everlasting gloam, a tender twilight fit for old and noble things. There the vampire liveth forever, not as a creature accursed, but as one native to the long enchantment of that realm.

And there, it feedeth not as it doth here.

Its hunger is not the hunger of corruption, nor of desperation, nor of some brutish surrender unto appetite. Such distortions belong unto the realm of Man, where all holy things are made coarse by distance from their source.

Yet just as the knight may be snared by Faery, so may the vampire be snared by Man.

And for a like cause:

forgetfulness.

For when such a being lingereth overlong in this lesser world, it beginneth to forget its king, its queen, its lands, its keep, and its charge. It cometh to hunger according to the customs of exile rather than according to its own high and hidden nature. It drinketh not from remembrance, but from deprivation. It seeketh to fill with blood what can only be restored by return. And thus its nobility groweth monstrous in the mirror of the human world, not because monstrosity is its essence, but because exile hath made a ruin of its memory.

Therefore, if thou shouldst encounter one, remind it.

Say unto it:

Thou belongest not here.

Thy kingdom lieth beyond the setting sun.

Thy king yet reigneth.

Thy queen yet endureth in her hall.

Thy castle still standeth.

Thy attendants wait yet in the chambers of moonlit stone.

Thy woods are not fallen.

Thy land hath not forgotten thee, though thou hast nearly forgotten thyself.

For in that realm the forest is evermore, and the moon faileth not. There the trees may lift their roots and remove unto another pasture. There mountains stir in sleep, and giants wake when the earth remembereth their name. There the fireflies bear speech, and the snow descendeth as if memory itself had taken visible form. There adventure hath no conclusion, for Faery knoweth not the finality by which Man measure.

And there abideth also the Great Spirit of Life.

Its breath bringeth forth blossom and greening.

Its footfall awaketh the field sleeping.

Its presence filleth all things not with want, but with those blosooms that the fairy eats.

This is why all creatures in the realm of Man imagine themselves hungry.

They are far off from this source.

They mistake estrangement for appetite.

They devour because they have forgotten how to behold.

But grotesque hunger is the badge of Man’s confusion, not the true sign of vampire, nor of elf, nor of goblin, nor of the sacred beast that wandereth in the first woods of the world.

For there too is the unicorn, whose mane and hoof cast forth sparks as of living fire, yet who is no terror, but mirth, grace, holiness, and the innocence of strength unbroken. In that realm, the beast is sacred. It is not despised, nor reduced, nor named low for the sake of man’s conceit. There, beast and wonder are kin.

Therefore be not deceived when men cry out and name thee beast.

Thou art of the country where the beast is hallowed.

Thou art of the order where wonder is no shame.

Thou art of the kingdom into which Man may not pass and may not come.

Such was the old accord:

that the realm beyond the setting sun and the realm beneath the rising sun should not be mingled lightly, lest longing destroy what law had kept apart.

For spirit and man love one another unto sorrow.

The knight who loveth Faery cannot again be merely mortal.

The vampire who forgetteth Faery becometh a terror unto itself.

And whoso dwelleth betwixt the two is claimed wholly by neither, but rented by both.

This is the grief of it.

This is the splendor of it.

This is the dark romance of spirit torn by one another.

To remember a kingdom that still liveth.

To know the sovereigns still sit upon their thrones.

To know the castle yet standeth in the moonlit wood.

To know the old companions yet keep their watch.

And yet to wander here among men, half-starved by exile, seeking in blood or conquest or grief to answer a deprivation that no earthly taking can satisfy.

So may the vampire look upon Man and say:

Yea, it may seem that I hunger for thy blood.

But thou hungerest no less than I.

Thou hungerest for wonder.

Thou hungerest for the lost country.

Thou hungerest for sacredness.

Thou hungerest for that first life whose breath yet moveth beyond the horizon.

For there resteth the Great Stag, the Spirit of Life, in that place where Man may not come. And if he cometh, he dieth to remain there.

So it is with the knight.

So it is with the vampire.

So it is with all who have once beheld the farther kingdom.

There are worlds so fair that to enter them is death, and to depart from them is death also.

~ Chase McQuade 03/27/26 ( Spring is around the corner!!! )

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About the Creator

Chase McQuade

I have had an awakening through schizophrenia. Here are some of the poems and stories I have had to help me through it. Please enjoy!

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