Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous
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Known as a Significant Voice in Modern Literature, a Poet of the Year, 2020 Black Author Matters Winner, 2025 Black Authors Matter Children Book Awards Nominee for his books, and International Impact Awards' Author of the Year Nominee
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A New Perspective
I walked with Dr. King for a long time and I was one of many. And we were fighting hard and accomplishing great things in the name of God and justice. And Dr.King offered me a leadership position within his organization and I told him that I would think about it and pray on it. So I introduced the notion at Bible Study, there comes a time when change has occur. There comes a time when you just move on up. God blesses you in many ways that you cannot explain. He opens doors that you never would have expected to be open. And you first are hesitate then God showed you the mighty long way he brought you. And all the good that you could do if you believe. My mother and father had done went home to be with Jesus and now that I am getting well in my years. Well members Beloved people I am resigning as your pastor and I will stand besides Dr.King to continue the fight for justice. To spare the church. And my son Jester will lead the church as an Associate Pastor then Senior Pastor. And the choir sung His Eyes is on the Sparrow, Why should I feel discouraged? Why should the shadows come? Why should my heart be lonely and long for heaven as home when Jesus is my potion and a constant friend is he. For his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. For his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. For his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. I sing because I am happy. I sing because I am free for his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches over me. Everybody flock to me that night and some prayed with me even my son laid hands upon me. And they wished me the best and they cried with me and they tried to feed me too. And I called Dr.King that night and said I would take the job. And Dr.King said that he would come to me after Memphis. And I prayed all night and all day for Dr.King and my wife interrupted and came in, she said Honey He's dead. Dr. King is dead. I pulled off my glasses in disbelief and held my head. And my wife tried to hug me and we cried together. And I told my wife that I am okay. And I went into my study and lock the door and got on my knees. Father why? Father God why? Why did this happen? This man did nothing wrong. He did your will. Father I need to know why? Father Father Father. And I laid down. My wife and children avoid the topic over breakfast, lunch and dinner for a while. Till my daughter Phillipa said Daddy aren't you gonna go to the funeral? I said I can't I am not prestigious enough. The man was great. My wife said I think you should call Mrs. King to comfort her. I said I will try. I called and called and finally I got through. Mrs. King said Are you the Pastor of New Hope Baptist Church? I said yeah. Mrs. King said Martin told me everything about you. I said I send my condolences and I will pray for your family every day of my life that God gives you comfort, safety and strength. Your husband was a blessing to our church. Mrs. King said Thank you minister. Martin always said that God is what the world need more than anything. God is what makes the world go around. God is the greatest force of justice, peace, and tranquility. I said God bless you and your family. Then I held a memorial service for Dr.King at New Hope Baptist Church, my son Jester preached. God is not finished. God is not done. Don't drown in your troubles. Don't give up your glory. Though this life is filled with trials and tribulation. Though we fall sometimes. Though we fail God has not. Ask God for comfort. Ask God to win the battle. Ask God to pull you through. Ask God take me over the mountain, take me through the valley, take me through the storm. After I rest the choir will sing and my father will say a few words. The choir sung Precious Lord, Precious Lord take my hand lead me on let me stand I am tired I am weak I am worn Through the storm through the night lead me on to the Light take my hand Precious Lord and lead me home. I took the podium, We all know why we stand today. We all know the reason. The death of Dr. King but he did not died in vain. He did not died for no reason. He died for all of us. He died to pave the foundation. He died to continue the work. And I may be old but I come to tell you I am no ways tired. I am no ways giving up. I am no ways finish. Until my very last breath, we all should pray for his family and friends. Pray for this country. One thing I could thank God for Dr. King is that I got a new Perspective. I got a new walk. I got a new look in life. I am not the same. And they can't drive me back because I have been changed. God has changed me and like hell am I going back. I stepped in the waters of justice, it chilled my body but not my soul. I heard from Heaven my new name and by God I have been changed. I am changed. Are you changed? All I know I am changed today. Thank God Almighty. Thank God Almighty. And they applauded and I took the job with Dr.King's organization and kept fighting the good fight all the way.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in History
A New Walk
Yes we've been through. We've been through the storm. We've been through the rain. We've been through the ups and we've been through the downs. But God has not left us. God has not forsaken us. God is still with us. God is stil fighting our battles. God is still covering us. Let us march on march march on children. As I graced the podium, the choir sang Children of God well we're marching to Zion. Children of God well we're marching to Zion step by step all the way. We're marching we're marching up to Zion that Beautiful that beautiful city of God well well we're marching step by step all the way all the way. And I felt like shouting so the choir went faster and said Marching marching to Zion. Then they went into O Magnify the Lord for He is worthy to be praised, O magnify the Lord for he is worthy to be praised. Hosanna Blessed be the Rock Blessed be the Rock of my salvation. And I stood at the entrance of the New Hope Baptist Church shaking the hands of my members as they said it was a mighty good service. My wife Joana and my two children stood with me. I felt happy. I felt assured. I felt like something has changed. A few days later I heard that the church was vandalized and declared to the congregation that we will have church outside until the church is fixed. You see our church lied on beautiful acres. Did you know it was a built on a former plantation? Our forefathers brought this land and they were given it for their service in the Civil War. And Dr. Martin Luther King called me to show his sincerity for my church and to show that he cares about the people that stand behind him. I told him that I am alright and that my church is still standing and we will go out with you dear brother. And he said i want you to be besides me to lead the march. I said it will be my honor dear brother. We ended it with God bless. I had one more service before the protest and demonstration. The choir hummed Precious Lord. And I said Some are you are ready. Ready to die for rights. Ready to die for God. Ready to give up everything to see justice. And some of you aren't ready. Don't you know a grain has to die in order for a seed to prosper. Don't you know God has to take you through for you to make a difference. Don't you know Jesus knew that. That's why he was broken for us. And he said do this in remembrance of me. On the night he was betrayed, He took the bread and blessed it and broke it and said this is my body which was broken for you take eat. Then the cup this is my blood which was shed for the remission of sin. And last but not least he said do this in remembrance of me. Then he washed the disciples' feet, and he said to love one another and do this for each other. We are supposed to be helpers one to another. Sang choir. Precious Lord take my hand lead me on let me stand I am tired I am weak I am worn Through the storm through the night lead me on to the light take my hand Precious Lord and lead me home. When my way grow so drear and my time is almost near precious Lord I need you to linger near when my life is almost gone hear my cry hear my call guide my feet Sweet Jesus lest I fall and take my hand Precious Lord and lead me home. And the Pastor said Let's go with justice. Let's go with freedom. Let's go tell to the mountain. Let's go tell it to the seas. Let's go tell it to the plains. Let's go tell it to the praires. That God has given freedom. March. Walk, Like Brother Dr. King said crawl if you have to. Let's get there. Let's get there. We will get there somehow. We will get there someway. We will get there O Lord. So let's walk for freedom. Let's walk for justice. Walk a new Walk today for life, liberty and pursuit of happiness. And then we walked with Dr.King as they came to our church New Hope Baptist Church.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in History
The New Robe
I walked to New Hope Baptist Church everyday. Because I love the community. I love the atmosphere. I love my job. I have been preaching at New Hope Baptist Church for decades. Even when it rain and even when it shines. I love working for the Lord. Because you see the Lord's been so good to me that he gave me a brand new mercy. The Lord's been so good to me that he woke me up this morning. The Lord's been so good to me that he started me on my way. I don't mind sweating to church. I don't mind feeling a little rain to church. I don't mind feeling a little cold to church. Because it is an honor to come before God another morning. God been mighty good and I am mighty glad to be at his service. He saw fit for me to live. He saw fit for me to be. He saw fit to bless me. As I stood before the church this Sunday and they sung Blessed it be the Rock, Blessed it be the Rock of my salvation. Hosanna Blessed it be the Rock. And mother was singing in the choir, you know under Dad she used to show out. Mom would sing that song like she was Miram, Moses' sister. And Dad would get happy and clap his hand and stand shouting. My siblings and I would get the Holy Ghost and shout in the front seat with our grandmother. Now my wife Joana and Jester and Phillipa were in the front row shouting and praising God. As church went out, we waited outside to greet everyone and shake their hand to give them fellowship. And one of the deacons pulled me aside and he said Pastor you know that they are talking about the Civil Rights. They are fighting for Civil Rights. And what are you gonna do about? And I said I will let the Lord lead me when it is time Deacon. And the Deacon presisted Pastor other churches are getting involved. You don't know what if your own flock may be getting involved. Some are going to jail and some are being beaten. And I said If the Lord is willing then I shall but I have not heard from him yet. And the Deacon left saying I am just trying to tell you something is happening in our community and New Hope Baptist Church should be apart of it. And my wife Joana came in and asked what the deacon wanted. And I slowly but surely broke it down to her. And she was worried about the community. She was concerned for our children and the future of the church. And I reassured my wife that I will see about this and will protect the flock of God by all means necessary. As the week progress, the protestors marched passed the church just before Bible Study and they were shouting and chanting. It disturbed Bible Study and I was concerned about moral upbringing of my congregation. And the people begin talking about the protest and demonstrations some were for it and some were against it. And the congregation asked me and I told them God will keep in perfect peace whose mind stayed on Him and I dismissed the congregation. And the police later on called me threatening that if my congregation get involved that there would be dire consequences. And I cried out that they are God's flock and you don't care. They are people. They are human beings. They have little children. I have never cause any trouble before. We don't do that at New Hope Baptist Church and never done it. And my mother came in my office at home and she overheard and she said, you know God respect courage son. Courage to say the right things. Courage to do the right things. And he accept nothing less. Speak those things that be not as though they were. Your father could not do it but now you can. And I hesitately agreed reasuring with a hug and kiss on the cheek. And my mother presented a new robe and I was shocked and said I never wore any robe except Dad's robe. She said he saved this one for you for this day. So the choir sung Let my people go. Pharoah Pharoah let my people go. You oppressed their backs you make life hard. Let my let my people go. Thus saith the Lord Let my people go. I said I come before you in a new robe. A new hope. A new faith. A new love. My eyes have been opened and my mind has been changed. We can no longer ignore the needs for justice. We can no longer be satisfied within ourselves. We all are Moses and we must go down down into Egypt down into that bitter land down into that heat of injustice and let God's people all God's people go. For the Lord cried out from the mountain Let my people go. Then I stretched forth my right hand over all the congregation, Let my people go.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Interview
The Queen of Cushites
It was long ago so long ago many people forgot. Many people did not remember the past decades because of all the conflict that happened. Many people did not know about the conspiracy that my mother and her family had done in Egypt. I did not know much because mother and father kept it a secret. My parents were together as long as I remember. And I knew they were destined to be forever as long as they lived. I was just a child when my mother married my father. My mother would speak about her past every now and then but lead up to nothing. My father covered her a lot when I was growing up. I grew up to know mainly Cush language but also I knew bits and pieces of Egyptian to speak to my mother. My mother was native to the Cush language. As prince of Cush since my grandfather died a decade ago, my parents were appointed to rule the land. And they ruled with grace and dignity, my mother was very wise much wiser than my father. I just thought because she was from a nobler family and just happened to went to a learning place, school, or had good education. Mother won the love and respect of the Cush people. And father delighted in her presence and he would try to never say anything bad about her. They had their issues but father never stop telling her that he love her and he would die for her. My parents were in love as any young couple and they showed respect for each other as they were watched by the entire kingdom. It so happened that Cush made a truce with Egypt. Cush was very rich and Egypt was somewhat rich. And the Pharaoh that had known mother had died in battle and his son took his place and the Court forced him to marry one of the past Kings of Egypt's daughter. This new Pharaoh at once wanted to meet the King and Queen of Cush at the border to show the truce was real. And mother and father dressed young and arrayed. And the Pharaoh was pleased at seeing the King and Queen of Cush but his wife the Queen was not that pleased however she pretended to be happy and show courtesy. And Pharaoh who was thrilled at the beauty of mother asked to speak to them over dinner. So they cooked the traditional meal at the border and met in the tent of friendship. Pharaoh insisted that mother talk about herself and just before mother could say too much. Father excused her from further dealings and he used it for his advantage to secure economic ties. And Pharaoh sought cattle and sheep as well as plenty of grain of Egypt. Pharaoh finally ended the meeting after saying that mother brought comfort after his father died during battle and his mother died after heartbreak. It happened that after sometime after I mature and had to seek a wife. Pharaoh was interested in me marrying one of his relatives. And mother was wrought and father tried to calm her down. Mother would not let it go and she was demanding an end to the treaty. She said My son will never be Egyptian and he will never go back to Egypt and I don't care what that Pharaoh says. And father let her go because she was hot-temper and angry. And my father sought all the servants out and he told me to come to the throne with his scepter. And he explained to me the real story about how I was born and he said my mother's real name is Seros. And i felt angry and upset but i waited to questioned mother until she was not hot-tempered. Pharaoh received the news and he was wrought and his wife encouraged pursuit. His wife talked about how her father's murder was his wife who could not bear and how her mother should have been Queen to save him but the Court refused a concubine on the throne. His wife tricked and deceived him into demanding that my mother and father and I come to Egypt which I was told by one of mother's servants. Mother had still some connections to Egypt that she did not tell father but I found after father told me the real story. And my father sought a nasty forward to the Pharaoh threatening to cut all ties with him. Pharaoh secretly declared war on Cush within days of receiving that message from the King of Cush. And mother had her spies to tell her and she prepared me to leave to Ethiopia. And I told mother that I knew everything and that I love her. And mother sought me away. To stall the Egyptian troops she said I killed that Pharaoh. I am Seros. He was a terrible man and he lied to me. And I will never go back to Egypt. And the Egyptian troops begin sabotaging and terrorizing our nation and I knew mother and father were gone and I was all that was left of the family. And so I left to Ethiopia and did just what my mother did left my home country to start over again but this time not with royalty just with a fair villager.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in History
The Last Queen of Egypt
It all started when I was young and immature. I thought being queen would make me a goddess. I would be worshipped and celebrated. I would be loved by my people. And the prince was a handsome man and a man of accolades a man of war a man of love. And I was fallen for him. He took this naive woman and made her into something. Yes it is true that I could of married anyone but my parents told me to marry the best suitor. There were other interests and other loves but the prince won me over. He was charming and funny and lovable. He was gentle to animals and creatures. I saw his field of animals that he knew by name. And he was kind and gentle with me. He called me lovable names and he made me feel loved and embraced. It was hard not thinking about him. It was hard not being near to him. He was everything I wanted and more. And I could not keep to myself around him. I was in love with the prince. I was madly in love and I dreamed about him. I saw him in visions. I could imagine us getting married and having a beautiful and wonderful family. All the best notions crossed my mind about him. And when we finally got married before the passing of his father. He promised me his heart and his love forever and that the gods would be witnesses to his passion for me. And we have rememberable moments, the prince was so romantic that I never thought anyone else could have crossed his mind. And he would always asked me my opinion. He was a respectful and descent man. And never let anyone called me anything else but Queen of Egypt. We were in love and madly in love. We had tried to start a family but I couldn't. I mean I wanted to but my body would not let me. And so I let my prince impregnant other women to keep him and to maintain my place on the throne. We were in this together. We were in this forever. But there was one time that I really really wanted him and he was not there. And I barge in his bedroom and he was not there. I secretly dressed like a servant and entered Pharoah's pool and my prince my king was sleeping with a whole field of women. And he was promising them the throne and he would promised them everything including my place. I ran out in rage and back to my bedroom and I refused to see the King of Egypt for days. And I was plotting how to get revenge and win back the throne. I befriended the Captain of the Guard. We never went passed friends but I asked him who are the enemies of Egypt and he mention Cush and Ethopia. And we ate over dinner with his wife who was my handmaid, he went on and on about stories about the wars and battles between our nations. And he eventually had to attend to the King's wants and he left good word for me. My handmaid tell me Seros do you plan on leaving the king? And I said How can I when he is King of Egypt? But I do plan on going on a trip out of the country. My handmaid said I will go with you. My handmaid's husband came back hours later and said the King would like to see you. And I said very well. So I dressed in all apparel and pleased the Court, bowed before the King and we talk. And I said I must go away and be on a trip to refresh and rejuvate myself as I am stressed about us O King. And the King being humilated and scared of his adultery allowed me to leave. As I left that night with soldiers, it happened I led them to an enemy of Egypt and I was captured within days. The Cushites were friendly towards me, they gave me sweet wine and delicate cakes. I was not their prisoner. And their prince was infatureated with me, he would talk gently to me and gave me sweet kisses. And I laid with me many times and became pregnant. The King of Egypt forced by the Court to bring me back for the reputation of Egypt. I was happy with child and so to save my new family. I willingly plotted where to meet the Egyptian soldiers. And I pleaded to get home fast after years in trap as a prisoner in Cush. And when my husband came into me, he said that I appear different and he was angry that another man he felt been with me. I said that I had no other choice and why didn't he come for me. The King of Egypt walked right out the door and left thinking about what to do with me. The handmaid came to me saying that some of the women that he has been with plotted to take your place. And that's when I plotted with the Captain of the Guard if you rid the King then you can have the throne if you let me escape. The Captain of the Guard said but how? I said Say that it was a conspiracy from one Egypt's enemies. And so the plot was carried out within days and the nation was in an uproar. I spoke about the troubles in the marriage and how he betrayed me and disgrace me. I spoke ill of the King and had the Court to pitied me. And I supported that the Captain of the Guard be Pharoah especially since he was my half-brother. And the Court voted then I resigned from the throne in disgrace and cast out of Egypt. And my prince of Cush came for me after several months and I changed my name and became his princess. And I never walked into Egypt again.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in History
The Beauty within
It was my mother's funeral, Queene had died. And my father, Benji died before that. Relatives and friends alike came to wail the loss. And they wore their fancy clothing and embrace one another. I was there with my family the doctor I married was still the beautiful woman I loved. And she gave me a daughter named Zula. And Zula was an exact epitome of her grandmother Queene. She was beautiful and smart and talented. We were there with relatives and friends alike. And we sung the songs of our people Oh wa Oh wa Oh wa nay nay nay shaba. And then the song Doah doah doah shaba shaba shabha Dah na. Then the song wah wah wah naba wah wah wah naba shaba shaba shaba ra. And I testified as Maco their son about my mother's life and father's life and their love and hardwork. I was hoping to see my brother Tarack but I did not see him. So I went on talking about their love story and the lives that they touched. And how much they meant to me and my family. I was just about to finish when Tarack came at the last minute. And he did not want to speak. He just cried like a child and broke down saying Mama. After I introduced my daughter Zula and Tarack was glad to say he was her uncle. And hug me and my wife the doctor. And the Doctor said you made sure you are staying out of harm's way and doing everything to maintain your health. And Tarack was shocked but she laughed and said that's my profession, it's a profession joke. Tarack smiled and said My niece look like my mother. I guess you did pick the right woman. I was shocked that Tarack gave a compliment like that. And he left and I looked at my wife and I was wondering what Tarack was up to because he said that abruptly. And I tried to catch up to him but I could not he escaped. It bothered me what he said and I wanted to know the meaning behind it. Did my brother want a family? Was he having family issues? Does he have a child? And my daughter Zula said she would go out and find her uncle. She said Uncle Tarack doesn't live far from here. I just need a few protectors' father and I can go. I at first objected to it but her mother convinced me to let her go saying she is young and grown. She needs adventure. So I gave my okay. And she kissed me and hug her mother and got ready. I told Shobat our servant that if anything happen to her it would be his head with the rest of the men because she is my only daughter. And Zula waved and went into the mountains and she look back one last time and kept going. After days and days of travelling, Zula believed they were wondering and she saw a man hunting and called for him. He said hi my name is Gacobs. And Zula introduced herself and said he looked familiar. And she asked him if he ever heard of Tarack. And Gacobs said while making them dinner, there is a story about this warrior who roam around here. This warrior was in loved with nature though he was very handsome and old. He would run with the cheetah. He would play with the lion. And he would ride the zebra. And he would chase the heines. And he was one with the nature but nobody knows what happen to him. Zula said I think you are talking about my uncle and his name is Tarack. Zula asked his story. And Gacobs said my father left my mother when I was young. He left after teaching me how to hunt and fish. He left after teaching me to walk and play. He loved animals but that's all I know. Then something was happening with the animals, they were running the next day early. And Gacobs tried to calm my fears and he rescued me from the herd. Shobat and the men escaped and found me. And it was Tarack on a zebra, Zula did not noticed him until he said my daughter from my brother. Zula cried and bowed Uncle I found you. My father your brother is worried for you. Tarack said about what? She said he is worried that something is bothering you. He said No not really. Gacobs said Sir you do remind me of my father. He looked a lot like you. Tarack resisted and he turned and said, That is what I am worried about, my son Gacobs your cousin. Zula shocked and traditionally welcome her cousin. Tarack said I did not raise him. I abandon him and now what legacy do I have. Zula tried many times convincing him but Gacobs interrupted the last time. Gacobs firmly said You taught me to walk. You taught me to fish. You taught me to hunt. You are still my father. Tarack cried silently and he said Whatever you want son I will give it to you even half of my treasures. Gacobs said Dad father leave the land and come home. Go back to your mother's land. Tarack agreed and they all went back with Zula. Tarack guided with Gacobs and Zula. And Tarack whispered to Gacobs that he thinks Shobat likes Zula because he keeps staring at her and looking at her. So Gacobs introduced himself to Shobat and said So you like my cousin. And he said she is very lovely. And Tarack and Gacobs introduced the fact that Shobat had a crushed on Zula to Zula. And Zula called for her father and they throw a big celebration. And Zula introduced her cousin Gacobs and her uncle Tarack while claiming her new boyfriend Shobat. And the family was one again and they were beautifully united and happy celebrating one another and enjoying each other company.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Families
The Beauty of Life
There was changed everywhere. Change in the atmosphere. Change with the environment. People were feeling change and they did not know what type of future would come to them. People were worried. People were fretting and anxious. And it can be felt throughout the whole region. We knew something was brewing and it was not good. As Queene and Benji grew their family, they had two children, two sons. One was much older and was one was much younger. Tarack and Maco were not alike. Some people did not believe they were full blooded brothers. One was day and one was night. And they did not get along either. They were total opposite. Sometimes Tarack was gentle and Maco was angry. And Maco was gentle and Tarack was angry. And their appearance was somewhat alike and somewhat different. Everytime they get into an argument, Tarack would remind Maco who watched him when his parents were not around and who saved him plenty of times from trouble. Maco would brush off the same rebuttal. And Tarack kept saying there will be times you need me and I won't be there to save you and neither would Mom or Dad. And Maco would shrug off the lesson. And it happened as Maco was attending to the sheep and cattle that a lion came out of nowhere to attack and Maco was struggling but he managed to hit the foot of the lion and the lion ranaway crying. He told the story to everyone, his mother and father and his brother and his friends and his family. And they did not believe him until they saw the broken staff with lion's teeth marks. And Tarack was jealous that he could not celebrate with his family. And Maco tried to talk him down and say that family is family. I still need you but not as much. And you will always be my older brother. Mom and Dad still need you to be the strong one. I just got lucky. And Tarack would listen but play with the fire he had made to stay warm. And one of the times, a cheetah came out of the darkness to attack a cattle. And Tarack fought it and the cheetah got at his leg but he stab the cheetah in the head and punched it. and the cheetah ranaway. Tarack came limping home. And he endured the pain and walk through the door. And Benji caught him before he fell. And Tarack was trying to explain how a hero he was. And his father and mother were worried about his health. Maco praised Tarack and called him a hero. And they called the doctor to check on his health. The doctor was a beautiful woman, she had just finished her education. And she was on her first assignment with Tarack. Maco was in loved and flirting with the doctor but Tarack was acting tough and annoyed. The doctor recommended that he stay in and heal and get plenty of rest. Tarack resisted but his parents listened and forced him to. Tarack learned to like being off his feet but he was so bored. And Maco begin talking to him, you know that doctor is beautiful. I love her. Tarack said you would love anything but my love is for the land. My love is for the adventure. My love is for the outdoors. I can't be kept. I can't be silenced. I can't be housed. And just when Maco was about to finish the doctor came in. She overheard Tarack demand and she said you have been doing good for months maybe you should see the outdoors. And Tarack lited up and immediately tried to leave. He was so happy he kissed Mom and the doctor on the cheek. Maco asked out the doctor and the doctor after Maco convinced her begin to order dates. Tarack rode on horses. Tarack played with the cattle. Tarack picked up the sheep. Eventually he ran throughout the country went on long walks breathe in and breathe out the nature stood up late and rose early. Maco eventually got married while Tarack politely waited till his love for nature came to a hold.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Families
The Beauty of the Land
It was long time ago faraway in a distant land. There dwelled noble people people with traditions people with cultures people with accents. They were peaceful people and they were more civilized than war. They had developed in this land and they had became something more durable than conflict. They were adventurous people. People who highly regarded collective and unity. People who were not afraid to fight for family. People who would befriend those who embraced their culture. And they lived with dignity and honor. They would strive to be something great. They were taught many stories orally that they had to remember. Benji was a shepherd and he hurdle many cattles and sheep alike. He was a very patient man. He worked most of his life for what he wanted. But he could not find a mate. He would sometimes dream of being with someone. He would drift off in his own fantasy. But all he had was cattle and sheep that he treated like children. He would keep watch over all of them and make sure they were well feed. And he was one of the best shepherd in his days. He was steadfast and loyal. He had some wealth. He would not be afraid to help his neighbor whom he often gave advice to about how to tend his sheep. Because the sheep would wander in Benji's flock. And then there were Queene, she was total opposite in fine clothing and fine array. She was the talk of her town. She was very beautiful and graceful. But she did not find a suitor who would bring her true happiness. She was scared of motherhood and she was uncertain about having a family. Queene never did anything for herself. She was well-maintained by her father's servants. And she was set to inherit a good fortune one day. It so happened that Queene had to go on a visit near a town by Benji's hometown. And Queene was well protected and well-cared for. When a raging lion came out of nowhere and started attacking her company. The servants told Queene to escaped for her life while they fight the lion. But Queene was stubborn and she hesitatingly moved. That's when Benji came along the way and he was courageous and brave. He took his shepherd's staff and rod and beat the lion into submission. And the lion ranaway after several attempts to recuperate. And Queene bravely approached Benji and Benji was still shocked over the battle with the lion and he was gonna fight more than he noticed it was a beautiful woman, it was Queene. And she hugged him tightly and said you saved our lives. You brave and courageous man. What is your name? And Benji said stuttering It is Benjamin no I mean Benji. And Queene said my name is Queene you must at once come with me. You're my hero and you deserved to be celebrated. But Benji resisted humblely and said Anybody would do anything for his neighbor. Especially as beautiful as you are. And Queene kissed him on between his lips and cheek. And Benji who have never known a woman enjoyed the kiss very much. That he said he would never forget her and will help get her to her destination. Queene said don't follow behind but stay near as my protector Benji. And he followed her into her relatives' city. And as they entered many shouted hurray for the married couple. And Queene and Benji locked eyes and accepted it. And during the celebration Benji asked her to marry him. And her relatives after hearing the story shouted well marry him. And Queene and Benji were married and she sought news to her father's house who was thrilled.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Families
A Time to Love
It all started here in Joplin. I was just a young kid on the streets of Joplin. I did not do much. I was just chilling with my friends. And that same cop kept coming by saying stuff. And he was showing his weapon and ready to start something. I was just young and having fun. And down through the years, I started having attitude, talking stuff and being about something. I did not know better. I was just learning how to be a man. And I started to hang out with the wrong crowd and got into somethings. But I knew better i was no druggy no alcoholic. I just like having fun. And one night the cop pulled me over and frisk us right in front of our girls. And he made us feel embarrassed embarrassed of ourselves embarrassed as a man and embarrassed as a people. And he frisk me one too many so I fought with him knee him in the chest and he fell and pull a gun. And he called me a rotten N-Word and I started fighting with him and with his gun. And he called for back up and that's when that's when that's when the gun went off and he was shot. My friends told me to run but I knew not to. I tried to stop the bleeding and the blood was everywhere. And his backup came and pointed guns at me while I was on my knees and they told me to put my hands behind my hand and I did. Then they jumped on me and put cuffs on me and arrested me. All i was thinking of was my dear mother. My mother crying and angry because of what I did. And I did not care anymore. I was held at the station for hours and hours. And my mother came after being called at work, she said he is just a young man and you're gonna keep him lock up for six hours with only using the bathroom in his cell. And they tried to calm my mother down and explained that a cop almost died and that I would have to appear in court. That I could not be free until further notice. My mother screamed and panic, she begin to say that's my son that's my son and you can't do that to him. And I yelled Mom it's alright I'm okay. The officer said you can come by and visit him and bring him food but he must stay until the judge decides what to do to him. My mother asked to come to my cell and they allowed her to see me through the door. Son why have you've done this? Why have you shamed us? I warned you. I told you not to play around and you don't listen. You don't listen. And I cried Mom I am sorry. But she just walked away and gave my meal to the officer and left. Later on that week in jail, a lawyer called me and said that my mother paid him to represent me and he went through the protocol. The lawyer allowed for me to be free in the community room alone with my mother and him. And he begin to questioned me over and over again. And I was tired but my mother was persistent. And she said that she is trying to save me now just answer. And I said Mom it was an accident. I did not mean for this to happen. I did not shoot him. We were struggling and the shot came. And my mother looked at me hard and long and said Son I believe you but I don't know if the law will. The lawyer said Do you want to go to school? Do you want to be something? I said yeah but Mom doesn't have the money. The lawyer said it's okay because it will build your character. Did the officer say why he frisk you? I said No. Ohhhh that's a violation of Miranda's law said the Lawyer. Mrs. Rosalind you have a case. So weeks and weeks of being in the holding and solitary, i had to come to court and testify. I tried to be serious. I tired to be firm. I tired to be immovable. I was swore in. The Lawyer asked for my story and I told my story with tears in my eyes and my mother cried But the defense and prosecutor came straight for me. And I said There's a season for everything a time to laugh a time a time to grief a time to fight a time to give up a time for war a time for peace but I wondered when the time to love and if I did not regret my actions I would not have stood by that officer to save his life. And the defense and prosecutor rested and later on after the trial the jury decided that I was not guilty.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
I Love the Lord
I never thought about being religious much. It never crossed my mind. I just thought if you be a good person that your life will be set before you. That you could become great. I wasn't an atheist. I just did not have a close relationship with God. I definitely did not want to go to Hell and I was not infatuated with demonic stuff. But I was still unsure about life and unsure about what I wanted to do with my life. But then things happened, things you don't expect happened. Diseases, poverty and natural disasters who knows. But everyone goes through something in this life, in this world that is unpredictable. Because if it was predictable then most people would have voided it. I was one of those people. I guess I had it coming but how could you guess I believe things just happen. I Louisa begin imagining things. I just kept seeing stuff. I don't know it appear to me like a thriller. A nightmare that will never end. And it would happen unconsciously and consciously. I just kept having these incidents daily. And I told my doctor and I told my best friend Joyce. They kept happening all of sudden and I would lose my mind. It was just awful that I had to tell the doctor I would not leave his office until he tells me what it is. And the doctor agreed and gave me testing. And the doctor gave me medicine temporarily to ease the sickness. And the next day the doctor said it's some type of mental illness. I was shocked because mental illness does not run in my family. My mother never had it. My father never had it. My grandparents never had it. And it felt like I was dying really really dying and going to hell. Everyday seem like hell. Everyday the devil will appear and say evil stuff. Everyday demons will come out and taunt me. I could not work. I could not hang out around most people or certain people. It was a nightmare. And I finally told my friend Joyce after going through numerous upton amount of tests. Joyce told me she believe it. She told me that we should pray just pray. And I told her I would think about it. Joyce got louder and said Louisa you can't think. You can't function properly. You are living in hell and you don't want help. You don't want assurance. You don't want peace. You don't want hope. You don't want God. God is good. God is greater than your illness. God is greater than your problem. I will pray for you. Pray for you to trust God. God is your doctor. Just listen to this song. And after I was done meeting with Joyce who gave me a CD called I Love the Lord. I hugged Joyce and told her good bye. That night was awful something was trying to take me out. Something had grip me and I was struggling to sleep. and I got up and heard a voice say listen to the CD. And I listen and begin crying profusely. I never listened to church music lately. But I was missing something and I put the CD on replay all night. And I fell to my knees and said God if you are there in Heaven on the Throne, forgive me. Forgive me for not listening to you. Forgive me for not believing in you. Help me, help me Father. If you healed me touch me right now I will run from Hell. I will run with you. I will do your will. In Jesus name Amen. And I kept the CD on and took some more medicine and slept on the sofa with a blanket and pillow. And I slept and I did it again and again and again. Eventually, I finally told my doctor and Joyce gave me a Bible after telling her. And she prayed with me and I got saved and begin reading daily. And that's my life with a mental illness, I trust God reading his word and praying and praising Him. And testifying and being thankful, my relationship is closer. And taking my medicine, now I've been changed and for God I live no matter what for God I die.
By Distinguished Honorary Alumni Dr. Matthew Primous2 years ago in Confessions
